AL-FATIHAH BUAT ABAH...

pic from fb Shila

Dah banyak hari aku x menulis...sebenarnya beberapa hari yang lepas aku dikejutkan oleh berita yang tidak disangka2...aku masih ingat lagi pada hari khamis 21 dec 2011...jam 3.20 pagi...aku dikejutkan dengan bunyi msg..."abah la dah x de"...

Ya Allah...bagaikan halilintar menembusi kepala ini... innalillah...on the spot aku kol shila tp kami bercakap x smp pon 30 saat...sungguh aku x keruan...aku terus mendail num mimi...tot tot tot hp x berjawab...aku menekan lagi ke num zaza...jgk x terjawab...aku nak kol atma...tp takut mengganggu plak sb dia dah kawin...nak kol sal...dia pon baru je kawin...aduh...

tiba2 atma kol...dgn nada sedih dia gtau aku...akhirnya kami berdua menangis...kami merancang utk balik menziarahi arwah bersama2.

tentu korg tertanya2 mengapa kami begitu sedih...pada aku abah adalah seperti ayah ku sendiri...mengenali abah adalah sesuatu yg indah untuk dikenangkan...seluruh ahli keluargaku mengenali abah sekuarga...aku jugak terasa ralat krn berita abah dimasukkan ke hospital x aku sampaikn pada mak ayah aku di kg...pada aku ingat abah sakit biasa je...lagi pun masa tuu aku sibuk dgn tesis dan kebetulan hp aku pulak rosak...

walaupun aku terlintas utk menelefon shila bg bertanyakan keadaan abah tapi aku x tahu knp aku rasa begitu berat utk berbuat demikian...akhirnya aku biarkan sme tuu berlalu sehinggalah aku mendapat msg ttg kepergiannya...

sungguh aku rasa menyesal dan cukup terkilan...shila tidak ubah seperti adik beradik ku sendiri...perhubungan kami cukup akrab...3 tahun kami tgl serumah...tdo sebantal...mkn sepinggan...ke mana2 pon bersama...akhirnya di saat sahabatku bertarung dgn kesedihan aku tiada di sisi...malah tidak bertanya kbr langsung...

hari ahad yg lalu aku pergi menziarahi shila bersama atma...ketika memeluknya aku dapat rasakan ketabahan seorg anak yg begitu rapat dgn abahnya...mmg shila anak yg tabah...tiada langsung air matanya tumpah ketika menyambut kami...dia sudah redha merelakan kepergian abahnya...apatah lagi melihat kepergian abah dgn cara yg amat tenang...

shila meminta aku utk tdo dirumahnya...namun aku terpaksa menolak sb aku harus balik krn masa utk aku bercuti amat terhad...(aku nk kna balik kedah dan tjg malim dlm minggu tuu jgk)...

ya Allah...doa ku semoga abah ditempatkan dlm kalangan org2 yg beriman...al-fatihah buat abah...

MESIN BASUH...

rileks je dak demokkk ni hehehehe

tetibe je aku ase nak buat entry ttg nih....korg tgk gambar tuu agaknya dah boleh agak x apa aku nk cakap..???? act ni lah solution aku bile si tecit mengamuk xmau duk kat hall@playpen@main ngn abg n kakak time aku nak masak (time laki aku keje)...act bukan aku nak dera anak @ membahayakan anak...korg jgn pikir plk aku ni jenis ibu yg tut tut tut...


korg baca lu smp abis aku punya entry ni k...then baru komen...act dapo aku ni kecik aje (org kata leh main berlaga punggung ngn laki aku huhu)...so bile aku masak kdg2 si tecit buat hal...nak merayap ke dpo...bkn setakat merayap..melalak skali...(turun temurun peil abg n kakak dia)...so nak usung playpen letak kat dapo opkoss lerr x muat...nak xnak aku letak je anak aku lam mesin basuh tuuu...


hey..hey..hey..suis plug sume aku off n cabut tau...mesin basuh ngn dapo msk aku tuu selangkah je dah smp...so si tecit dgn senang hati n gumbira dpt tgk aku masak...tiada lagi pencemaran bunyi n aku dpt masak ngn senang hati...


btw benda ni aku aplikasi dr zaman si abg lagi...so turun temurun lah ni...but u guys nt jgn plk tiru style aku ni...bukan ape...takut korg letak baby tecit je lam tuu...karang lemas plak anak korg...btw aku xkan letak anak selagi depa x bleh berdiri...aku rela dukung lagi dr letak lam tuuu...dah berdiri tuu depa dah besar...dah lepas kepala kat luar...xde lah nati lemas kat dlm tuuu...aku letak pon ble depa dah berdiri n aku x larat nak berdukung...(klu dukung gak kaki tgn sama naik je duk kais2 kuali panas...eee seriau aku)...kesimpulannya korg pikir lah mana2 yg patut if korg dah xde choice..!!!

p/s: jgn sesekali tglkan anak sorg2 kat situ...(make sure korg ade sekali n buat mcm tuu pon jika dah terdesak sgt...ok!!!)

MONDAY BLUES...

pikces ehsan google...;-)

i knew most of the people hate Monday including me...i dun know since when i begin to hate Monday...or it is all the while i hate Monday...or bile aku terpaksa main kejar2 buat sesuatu keje sb dateline dah hampir tamat...(ni kes keje last menet la ni ekekek...) 


aku slalu merungut...why are the weekends so fars frm mondays but mondays are so near from the weekends ;-(...is this becoz Monday is the first day to go back to work, college etc...

hmmmm pastu mula lah bangkit pagi bad mood n kelas yg sejam ari isnin slalu menjadi korban kemalasan aku...Monday Blues...


but anyway, no matter how we hate Monday Blues, we still need to work or doing same routine to continue our life...we have to accept this FACT!!!...wish everyone have a Wonderful Monday..!!! well last but not least kat sini aku saja nak share ngn korang wat is the meaning of Monday Blues...aku pun search google jek benda alah ni...korang baca2 lah ye....

What is the meaning of monday blues.........?

Let’s break the idiom into its main meaning components:

Monday + Blue:

Monday is the first day of the week for Christians;

Functionally, however, it has turned to be the first working day for many people of different religions if they are employees in non-Muslim coutries (unfortunately!)

Let us look at some connotations of Monday:

1. Monday morning feeling: the way people feel after the weekend (= Saturday and Sunday) when they do not want to go to work or school: I've got that Monday morning feeling.

2. Monday-morning quarterback: someone who says how an event or problem should have been dealt with by others after it has already been dealt with.

3. Don't you hate going back to school on Mondays?

4. The theopry was that by Monday their tempers would have cooled.

5. I mean, like when you were a kid, when you knew that Mondeay was coming, and the clock was ticking away!

6. ... on a mundane Monday, they are failing in their duty.

Blue was first use only as a color in English, and people started to associate it with many different emotions, meanings, memories, attitudes, etc.

If you study the English texts, however, you will find most of the cases to be negatively-oriented: 

1. Her hands were blue with cold (= slightly blue because of the cold).

2. If you say or shout something until you are blue in the face, you are wasting your efforts because you will get no results: You can tell her to tidy her room until you are blue in the face, but she won't do it.

3. If something happens out of the blue, it is completely unexpected: One day, out of the blue, she announced that she was leaving.

4. very rarely:

My sister lives in Alaska, so I only see her once in a blue moon.

6. to show your annoyance about something, especially by shouting or complaining very loudly: He'll scream blue murder if he doesn't get his way.

7. feeling or showing sadness: He's been a bit blue since he failed his exams.

8. a type of slow, sad music, originally from the southern US, in which the singer typically sings about their difficult life or bad luck in love: Billie Holiday was famous for singing the blues.

10. have the blues: to feel sad

11. blue-collar: describes people who do physical or unskilled work in a factory rather than office work

→ So the meaning of MONDAY in English cuture is associated with such connotions as:

1. reluctancy

2. being late in guessing

3. the cooling of tempers

4. unwanted arrival

5. being mundane

6. failing

→ And the meaning of BLUE in English cuture is associated with such connotions as:

7. cold

8. wasting your efforts

9. being unexpected

10. being rare

11. annoyance

12. sadness

13. difficult life or bad luck in love

14. physical or unskilled work

To put all these together, we can define MONDAY BLUES as:

The low-spirited, cool, annoyed, sad, unlucky mood of those workers, students, or employees who feel that a mundane, difficult, unexpected Weekday is arriving to force them into going back to work, killing their joys and annoying them.

All this was a discriptive approach.

Prescriptively, however, I think we’d better look at Monday as a day to start:

1. feeling energetically,

2. working with high spirits,

3. helping others,

4. planning a successful day,

5. designing a fruitful week,

6. ...

And let‘s not forget that:

Almost all prizes and achievements have been gained on weekdays, rather than on weekends!

KOYA PUNYA PASAL...

td masa aku tgh mandi...(korg jgn bygkan lebih2 plk..x baek ooo)...sambil mandi sambil kepala otak aku ni berpikir...duk pikir bulan ni lah nak bayar sewa umh utk dua bulan, bulan ni lah nak bayar streamix utk turn aku, bulan ni lah nak kna renew lesen, bulan ni lah nak kna servis kete yg dah cukup time servisnye, bulan ni lah aku nak kna bayar deposit umah sewa baru nati, bulan ni lah nak jilid tesis, 3 salinan lak tuuu....haishhhhh byknye duit nak pakai bulan ni....tolongggg sapa leh tolonggg weiiii.....sambil berpikir aku shampoo rambut...pastu baru aku perasan nape buih shampoo ni lain aje n bau dia mcm body shower je...laaaa baru aku perasan aku tuang body shower p buat shampoo kepala...haiyooo...dek kemalasan nak siram pastu nak shampoo lain...aku taruk je perapi ataih tuuu plk...aku mesrakan bersama...hahaha...dan ini lah hasilnya....

 

rambut aku jadi keras weiiii...kusut lak tuuuu....nampak gayanya pagi sok kna shampoo lagi skali..

p/s: moral value : jgn koya time mandi huahuahua....

TERASA RINDU..

tetiba je bangkit tdo pagi ni aku rasa rindu sgt kat my 3D's...(slalu pon mmg rindu...) tp ni rindu sgt kat depa...rasanya dah nk masuk 3 minggu aku x balik...aku ni bukan x mo balik tp tesis aku ni nk kna submit 15hb ni so terpaksa lah bertungkus lumus siang dan malam (btw sempat lagi tdo hahaha..)....smp naek juling biji mata aku yg dah sedia juling ni ekekeke....kadang2 bile aku duk sorg2...xde pe nak buat (lah td kata bz ngn tesis..huh)...aku mula lah tingat kat telatah 3D's aku tuhh...pastu mula lah membelek album n video depa...dapat gak release tensen...


hah...laki aku mesti kata x rindu dia ke...ishhh mana boleh x rindu...yg tuuu lagi lagi lagi lah rinduuu....(tp x blh nk expose sgt, kan terkeluar plk aksi2 triple x...hah sapa nk jwb tuhhh)...hmmm nak x nak kna tgu setelkan sme baru boleh balik....tunggu mak balik ye semua..!!!!

TERSALAH DIAL NUMBER LA PULAK!!!!

act malam tadi aku nak kol classmate GE sb kemarin aku x g class...sbnya di sini...aku pon tgk lah num yang ade dalam dailed calls...act aku konpius ngn beberapa num yg x bertuan (sb aku x save tuan dia sapa muahaha)..


act classmate aku tuu aku baru kenal je lam kelas GE ni...kos lain plak tuuu...so aku x simpan lah num dia kat hp..juz catit kat notebook je...aku pon duk tgk2 num yg ade...yesss ini lah num dia...terus aku call...tot tot tot tot...lama gak eh budak ni nak pikap fon...zzuppp dia angkat...dgr suara besar cakap "HELLO"...sepantas kilat tindakan luar kawal aku tekan button ended call...rupanya aku tersalah dail num lec aku....uwaaaa aku rasa mcm kurang hajor plak kan letak mcm tuu je tanpa say ape2...act aku terkejut sbnrnya...then aku takut nak cakap "sory prof..saya tersalah dail num td"...uwaaaa mesti dia tahu aku yg kol dia sb hanya 2 org je yg amik paper tuu semester ni...pastu plak lecture kat bilik dia....harap next week dia dah lupa insiden nih....

p/s: moral dia...save lah num kat hp walaupun utk jangkamasa sekejap...kurg2 x ler terdail num org lain huhu...

GASTRIK OH GASTRIK...CIRIT OH CIRIT...

rini satu hari aku cirit disebabkan oleh gastrik...huh rasa naik ketaq, seram sejuk sume ade weh...ni lah part yang paling aku x suka ble gastrik menyerang...satu hapa keje pon x jalan...duk mengelupoq je...rasa pedih perut n meletop2 kat lam perut aku...act aku ni mmg ade gastrik...klu x jaga makan mesti akan jadi lagu ni...dah 2 3 mgu dah aku skip break1st...combine mkn tghari + pagi...maunya x gastrik...bile dah kena rasa nyesal sb x jaga makan...padahnya aku sendiri yg tanggung...harapnya mlm nati gastrik ni makin ok...byk lagi keje aku nak setel ni...